I just finished the final episode of Friday Night Lights‘ fourth season. I can’t really explain why I held off watching that last episode; but upon finishing it, all the strong feelings I have about loving this ridiculously amazing show came to the surface once more.

Overall, I’d have to say season four is a decidedly dark and depressing time for almost all of the characters. And as expected, some of the best performances came out of those story lines. Zach Gilford, in particular, truly shined in ‘The Son’, and why this actor doesn’t get to star in good movies still baffles me. Kyle Chandler and Connie Britton continue to be the anchor of the entire show. With Eric Taylor’s challenges in coaching the East Dillon football team and Tami’s public battle with the community over a controversial issue, the couple still manages to stay ‘real’… as real as any TV couple could get. And then there are the new additions to the cast, Luke and Vince, among others who at first may strike you as character cardboard cut-outs… but in true FNL fashion, they slowly shine in their respective roles.

The finale is a welcome relief after so many episodes of feeling bad for the Taylors. We get the vindication strongly desired for our new home team, the East Dillon Lions. We also see how and why Matt moves on without Julie. Everyone continues to grow up; and the show isn’t afraid to say goodbye to characters that we’ve come to know and love. Sadly, the future is bleak for Tim Riggins; but behind that sad ending, his journey towards that dark path was a richly layered story arc. I loved it and cried through it.

I don’t know what’s in store for the fifth season except that even more of our characters will move on. New characters will make their way into the show once again; but one thing’s for sure… I will be watching.

Anyway, I got sentimental while watching this wonderful season one fan-made trailer; and I hope this convinces you to start watching Friday Night Lights, if you aren’t already hooked. Watch it here.